~EmO cHeErLeAdEr~

alleycat45 @ 2006-03-20T22:59:00

2006-03-21T04:00:36Z

alleycat45 @ 2006-03-15T03:59:00

2006-03-15T03:59:27Z

parents anger me!!

he's so wonderful!

2006-03-14T02:54:42Z

im so happy right now i dont think anything could change how i feel. i have one person in my life right now that makes me so happy and hes amazing!!!

alleycat45 @ 2006-03-06T15:57:00

2006-03-06T20:58:59Z

BLAH...

I MISS YOU!!!

2006-02-13T01:49:34Z

Hello there
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim
Of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally
If we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have halloween on christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

I miss you
(I miss you)

Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep
I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This 6 string's darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home
And stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you)
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you)

alleycat45 @ 2006-02-06T22:07:00

2006-02-07T03:09:46Z

im going to be a gator!

alleycat45 @ 2006-02-02T14:29:00

2006-02-02T19:32:21Z

i got into all the schools i applied to now i have to pick which one i want to go to...UF or UCF?...decision...decision

alleycat45 @ 2006-01-24T06:15:00

2006-01-24T11:18:45Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!

alleycat45 @ 2006-01-08T21:52:00

2006-01-09T02:52:52Z

i finally landed a full in the routine today!!!!

alleycat45 @ 2006-01-01T21:43:00

2006-01-02T02:44:18Z

why do things happen to good people?

alleycat45 @ 2005-12-29T19:57:00

2005-12-30T00:58:00Z

how can one person make you so happy?

alleycat45 @ 2005-12-25T16:27:00

2005-12-25T16:30:35Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

alleycat45 @ 2005-12-20T09:51:00

2005-12-20T14:51:59Z

i started working doubles last night..im so excited!!

alleycat45 @ 2005-12-09T15:03:00

2005-12-09T20:04:42Z

why do i always think the worst of everything?

i didnt know i could hate someone so much

2005-12-03T15:17:29Z

i hate fucking people..i want to get out of here so bad..i love how people are your friends only when they need something..i dont get how someone can go from being you best friend to hate you like no other person..i dont get how things get blown up from something small to something that is nothin close to what happen..i hate high school and cant wait to get out of here..i love how when someone is talking about you but they cant say it to your face and i love how someone cant talk so much shit on here but is to pussy to say the person name..i love how people think something about you and it is nothing that you are..i love how soemone thinks you did something for one thing but the reason you did it was for something totally different...i love when one person hates you they turn everyone against so then you have no one...and i love when someone is talking about you and messed up and looks like a retard..i love when the person you hate does something and looks so retard and you get to laugh in there face...i love when you and someone else do something but you are the only one that gets blamed for it...let me just say it again i hate fucking people and i cant wait to get out of this place just to get away from one person that i hate the most..but i a better note...im so glad there is this one person that makes me so happy and blocks out all this shit that i hate...i cant wait to see this person..he is the only one that keeps me sane

alleycat45 @ 2005-12-02T22:24:00

2005-12-03T03:29:55Z

I LOVE HOW PEOPLE ARE SO CHILDISH!!!

ill give you me heart..please dont break it!

2005-11-29T21:58:32Z

i dont know what to think.. i really like someone and think they like me as well but i dont know if its worth all the trouble i really think we could work it out but then again it will be extremely hard...i hate situation that have to deal with boys because some how they always turn out bad i really hope i can work through this one because he is the most AWSOME person and totally worth it!!!

alleycat45 @ 2005-11-18T16:11:00

2005-11-18T21:12:10Z

i have the hiccups and its hurting my ears

alleycat45 @ 2005-11-15T14:39:00

2005-11-15T19:43:20Z

i just love how people can be so oblivious to what they did and are doing and i def think it is funny how people are so easy to blame other people but the reasons things happen was because of them. Im just relizing how people change so fast and dont care how they treat other people around them when they are..but w/e i guess i just have to get over it but it is hard when you doing something for so long and then it just changes all of a sudden

alleycat45 @ 2005-11-12T11:53:00

2005-11-12T16:55:03Z

thats just says yest involved almost 8 hours of straight cheerleading and i didnt get hom til 1:30..but the good news is that we finally got our whole routine...YAY

ali <3

grrr

2005-11-10T03:03:53Z

ugh...bad tumbling night..i hate when i have one of those because i sucks and hurts!..i love how people change so fast...

ali <3

SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTHS!!!!

2005-11-08T02:58:59Z

why cant people just shut their month.i dont get why people have to go get in your business and go spread shit that they dont even know if its tru or know everything about..i wish people would just mind their own business and stay out of mine..

alleycat45 @ 2005-11-02T14:05:00

2005-11-02T19:06:49Z

well i got accepted to fsu for the summer term..but thats al good i dont really care the only college i care about is UF and i dont think ill get in there but im praying...did ne one else get their letters?

ali <3

alleycat45 @ 2005-10-29T00:15:00

2005-10-29T04:15:49Z

i love you madison..it was fun tonight...we need to do it again soon!!!

alleycat45 @ 2005-10-27T00:32:00

2005-10-27T04:35:01Z

i want another tattoo so bad..but i def have to wait more 87 days to get one and it sux..as soon as i get out of school that day im goin straight to ancient art!!! i might even get 2 tats..lol

ali <3

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